Monday, 19 December 2011

No Long Have A Reason To Live.

Life isn’t always what you want it to be. It has its ups and it has its downs; but you’ll always come through scratched and scarred, but know that the experience is just going to make you stronger. As a wise person once said, “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” So no matter how many times someone pushes you down in life, stand right back up, and keep moving towards who you want to be and what you want to do. No matter who you are or where you’re from, always remember you can make it through whatever anyone throws at you if you just try hard enough.
I am a slow dying flower, in the frost-killing hour, sweet turning sour and untouchable.
We only accept the love we think we deserve.
This world is a cruel and ugly place to live in, but once in a while, we’re reminded of how beautiful it can be.
The worst feeling is knowing that you aren’t needed.
That you are alone in this world, and that you no long have a reason to live.

Thursday, 1 December 2011

My Love.. My Distraction - Part 2

So I don't know
What I want
Coz I can't read
How you feel
Wouldn't it be sad
If you're going through
The same fucking ordeal

I’m patient but
I can't wait forever
For you to decide
On what you're going to do
I just guess you don't
Know what I’m emotionally
Going through

You're crying for attention
It's so obvious
With those you keep around,
But is there anything I can say
Is there anything I can do
I’m so afraid of fucking up
That I can't tell you
How I feel ...

My Love.. My Distraction - Part 1

Why do I build up feelings
That I’m not sure exist
I shouldn't insist
I’ve made up my vacillate mind

I don't understand
How you can be so indecisively cruel
I question if you care
For my well being, or if this
Is just an illusion to
Fill temporary satisfaction

It's all a distraction
To the rest of my life --
My life revolves around
My all-too-caring heart

I don't understand
How you can be so indecisively cruel
But why should I expect
You to make up your mind
When I can't make up mine..