My Love.. My Distraction - Part 1

Why do I build up feelings
That I’m not sure exist
I shouldn't insist
I’ve made up my vacillate mind

I don't understand
How you can be so indecisively cruel
I question if you care
For my well being, or if this
Is just an illusion to
Fill temporary satisfaction

It's all a distraction
To the rest of my life --
My life revolves around
My all-too-caring heart

I don't understand
How you can be so indecisively cruel
But why should I expect
You to make up your mind
When I can't make up mine..