Monday, 19 December 2011

No Long Have A Reason To Live.

Life isn’t always what you want it to be. It has its ups and it has its downs; but you’ll always come through scratched and scarred, but know that the experience is just going to make you stronger. As a wise person once said, “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” So no matter how many times someone pushes you down in life, stand right back up, and keep moving towards who you want to be and what you want to do. No matter who you are or where you’re from, always remember you can make it through whatever anyone throws at you if you just try hard enough.
I am a slow dying flower, in the frost-killing hour, sweet turning sour and untouchable.
We only accept the love we think we deserve.
This world is a cruel and ugly place to live in, but once in a while, we’re reminded of how beautiful it can be.
The worst feeling is knowing that you aren’t needed.
That you are alone in this world, and that you no long have a reason to live.

Thursday, 1 December 2011

My Love.. My Distraction - Part 2

So I don't know
What I want
Coz I can't read
How you feel
Wouldn't it be sad
If you're going through
The same fucking ordeal

I’m patient but
I can't wait forever
For you to decide
On what you're going to do
I just guess you don't
Know what I’m emotionally
Going through

You're crying for attention
It's so obvious
With those you keep around,
But is there anything I can say
Is there anything I can do
I’m so afraid of fucking up
That I can't tell you
How I feel ...

My Love.. My Distraction - Part 1

Why do I build up feelings
That I’m not sure exist
I shouldn't insist
I’ve made up my vacillate mind

I don't understand
How you can be so indecisively cruel
I question if you care
For my well being, or if this
Is just an illusion to
Fill temporary satisfaction

It's all a distraction
To the rest of my life --
My life revolves around
My all-too-caring heart

I don't understand
How you can be so indecisively cruel
But why should I expect
You to make up your mind
When I can't make up mine..

Tuesday, 29 November 2011

Cycle Of Love and Tears

I thought it was love
It was just bad luck
And I came to the conclusion
My love life really sucks
I’m not sure of my problem
It's got to be me
Maybe I’m too afraid
To face reality

I thought it was love
Just my hormones kicking'
I look back at yesterday
Oh what was I thinking

My fingers no longer count
The mistakes I have made
Tears labeled why
Seemed to end my day

And a handsome boy
Enters the room
His caring smile
ends my gloom
I get some affection
no longer am I broken hearted
it seems the cycle was just restarted..

I will be again in love
Heart break is still on it way

Friday, 25 November 2011

Hardest Thing To Say Is "Goodbye"

Today I learned a lesson
That will always be true
Saying goodbye to someone
Is the hardest thing to do

I’ve never felt a loss
Until I said goodbye
I thought I was strong
and I broke down and cried

Never will I forget
The times we had
Though the reflections are happy
It makes me rather sad

The most brutal of men
Cries at the past
I only wish
The good times would last

So I humor myself
I’d smile if I could
Why can't things work out?
Because life isn't supposed to be that good

Thursday, 24 November 2011

Fantasy Vacation With Him

You're back in my arms
I’ve missed you so
Hold on tighter
Don't let the moment go

I’ve missed your lips
Pressed tightly against mine
I feel like the clouds have moved
And I can feel the sunshine

I dreamed of a fantasy vacation
Where we were all alone
But reality set in
And you turned to stone...

Wednesday, 23 November 2011

Will I Ever Love Again???

Will I ever love again
A question on my mind
Will I ever love another
Like you in this life

If it was meant to be it'll happen
This is what I am told
But I fear I won't find another
And will die alone

Will I ever love again
I really miss you now
Will I ever love again
Thinking about it just brings me down

I wake up at night
With tears in my eyes
My heart starts throbbing
And I begin to cry

Well it's better to have loved
and I still have my memories
They'll always make me happy
And set my heart at ease

Tuesday, 22 November 2011

My Time with Him..

It was love at first sight
and it all moved so fast
you were my boyfriend
before some time passed

We had the best relationship
anyone could ever hope for
we shared a love
I had never felt before

It all started so fast
the end was sudden too
and my only regret is that
I couldn't make it up to you

Through our years
we shared amazing times
went amazing places
I was yours, you were mine

You inspired me and
we grew up together
over time I thought
it might last forever

But towards the end
I grew complacent
you stopped being affectionate
our communication grew distant

That’s when it all fell apart
and all I’m left with
is this broken heart
(and your shit in my garage)

Saturday, 19 November 2011

now i know (there's no hope)

you don't even know the pain i feel
when i start to question what is real
i know you're the cause
my lust for you gnaws
its way, through my brain
and i'm here, alone standing
by myself, with tears of understanding
rolling down my cheeks

now i know my bended
heart won't be mended
by your love....
no longer will i cry
or ask for help from up above
i don't blame thee
i blame myself for my insecurities

this time i'm really confused
about what i should do
i have this fear of never being satisfied
i can't find stable happiness,
i've tried and tried
this isn't easy,
i'm the butt of my own joke
i want some affection, this is all i hope

now i know my bended
heart won't be mended
by your love....
no longer will i cry
or ask for help from up above
and i'll live my life until i die
wondering if i'll ever be satisfied
it's not easy being the butt of your own joke
i want some affection, this is all i hope

Tuesday, 15 November 2011

I Miss You !!!

Time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.
When I see your smile, and I know it’s not for me, that’s when I’ll miss you.
A hug for you means I need you. A kiss for you means I love you. A call for you means I’m missing you.
I miss your love I miss your touch, But I’m feeling you everyday.
It’s true we don’t know what we’ve got until its gone, but we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.
Love is missing someone whenever you’re apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you’re close in heart.
You may be out of my sight… but never out of my mind… I Miss You!
Although we’ve come to the end of the road, still I can’t let you go, it’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you .
When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

Monday, 14 November 2011

All Men Are Not Dog....

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can’t “be friends.”
Don’t EVER make him feel he is more important than you are… even if he has more education or in a better job.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else’s man.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
Don’t fully commit to a man who doesn’t give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Sunday, 13 November 2011

“If You Only Knew How Much I Cared – Forever Yours – Take My Hand.”

Never regret what you do because at one time it was exactly what you wanted.
If you like him – tell him, because tomorrow he could be going out with your best friend.
If you like a person, and you tell them… they hate you afterwards… if you like a person, and do not tell them, you find out they liked you, and now you lost your chance, and they wonder why I am so confused.
The truth is; we hide so we can be found, we walk away to see who will follow, we cry to see who will wipe away our tears and we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix it.
Forget regret or life is yours to miss, forget loneliness or you will never get your first kiss.
Many things in life will catch your eye, few will catch your heart. Pursue those!!
I will always be beside you until the very end, wiping all your tears away, being your best friend. I will smile when you smile and feel all the pain you do, and if you cry a single tear, I promise you, I will cry too.
The worst pain is when someone you know turns into someone you knew.
A heart is not a plaything a heart is not a toy but if you want it broken just give it to a boy
In the darkness I sit, absorbing it all in. Letting the pain surge through every inch of my body, succumbing to its sting. Moreover, I laugh to myself because I truly believed you loved me…
Somewhere someone dreams of your smile and finds your presence in life worthwhile so when you are lonely remember its true somebody somewhere is thinking of you.
If I could give you one gift, I would give you the ability to see yourself as I see you, so that you could see how truly special you are.
It is hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.
Sometimes the person you really need is the one you did not think you wanted.
The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love has to wake up.
…. Oh and here’s one I made up…. “If You Only Knew How Much I Cared – Forever Yours – Take My Hand.”

Saturday, 12 November 2011

I Died A Little When we Broke Apart...

If I had not met you, I would not like you.
If I had not liked you, I would not love you.
If I would not love you, I would not miss you.
However, I did, I do, and I will.
I cannot talk to you anymore,
 It is not that I am mad at you,
 It is just that when I talk to you, I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you,
I realize I cannot have you and that makes me love you even more.
I am not supposed to love you,
I am not supposed to care,
Moreover, I am not supposed to live my life wishing you were there.
I am not supposed to wonder where you are or what you are doing,
However, I cannot help it,
Because I am in love with you.
There is this place in me where your fingertips still rest…
Your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo…
It is the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.
I wonder; when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter,
Does it break your heart too, even crack it a little bit?
The worst way to love someone is to sit next to him or her,
Knowing they do not love you back.
I was born the day I met you, lived a while when you loved me, died a little when we broke apart.

Love Is Never Lost - I Still Miss Him...

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh,
so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile.

Love is never lost.
If not reciprocated,
it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.

This better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all

the way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

The hottest love has the coldest end.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong;
but sometimes it is letting go.

For little love can last a lifetime,
but for many not knowing when
to let go can hold them back forever.

If this is goodbye,
do not come back
if this is the end,
do not wake me up.

You broke me, you broke my heart,
and you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad..

You walk by me every day and say hello.
Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me.
Well, I talk, smile, and laugh too,
but inside I am hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because
I love you and you are only a friend.

One day you will ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and
leave me without knowing that you are my life...

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye.

I don’t miss him,
I miss who I thought he was

Never be sad for what is over,
just be glad that it was once yours.

The hardest part of loving someone
is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye.

Never say 'I like you' if you do not care.
Never talk about feelings if they are not there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

Romantic love is an illusion.
Most of us discover this truth at the end of a love affair
or else when the sweet emotions of love
lead us into marriage and then turn down their flames.

Love is hard work;
and hard work sometimes hurts!.

We always believe our first love is our last,
and our last love our first.

Harsh words break no bones but they do break hearts.

When you break up,
your whole identity is shattered.
It is like death.

No matter who broke your heart,
or how long it takes to heal,
you'll never get through it without your friends.

Trying to forget someone you love is like
trying to remember someone you never knew.

Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Better never to have met you in my dream than
to wake and reach for hands that are not there.

Giving up does not always means you are weak;
sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

God is closest to those with broken hearts.

Love is like a puzzle. When you are in love,
all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, i
t takes a while to get everything back together.

As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you.

In the arithmetic of love,
one plus one equals everything,
and two minus one equals nothing.